year-end

::There are many ways of breaking a heart. Stories were full of hearts broken by love, but what really broke a heart was taking away its dream - whatever that dream might be.::

jiwa kacau.

end of the year syndrome i think.

to realize that there are some things that are yet to be achieved. even worse since you never set any targets or have any expectations in the 1st place. heartbreaking, since you just realize that this year is not much different from the last.

or maybe you did do something different this year. it's just that you haven't found out how the outcome will make or break you. and you're waiting in agony. am i doing good? did i do the right thing? how long should i wait?

year is just a number. yet it defines what we are, it dictates what we do, it brings us closer to our end. our Maker.

you better come prepared.

regrets i have a few. if only i could [insert the things you could've done instead of what you did here]

ok chiow.